Friday, May 30, 2008

A New Favorite

Mornings with Jack are fun. The routine is you feed him and then change him. And when he is lying there on that changing table, after you are done he is so happy. He talks to you and smiles, kicks and coos. It is some of the most enjoyable time I have with him.

I am gone most mornings though...I am usually at work. Kerre says that during that time she and Jack prays for everyone. That is cool. I am glad she spends that time with him.

So, I guess the question you have any prayer requests???

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Highs and Lows

Today was a day with highs and lows...I guess most day are when you think about it.

I was off today and spent the day with Kerre and Jack. We went to a garage sale, took a walk, mowed the grass, watched the new Indiana Jones movie and ate steak for diner. That is a great day.

The low of the day was the mowing of the grass. It was the first time I had mowed since we left Corpus and sold our house. In Corpus, Mowing the grass was when I had time to myself, to work things out and while I was mowing today things really came crashing in hard.

It is frustrating, I thought I had made so much progress and I find myself so angry again. I miss so friends, my many things...

It is hard to think that there is part of my story that I do not, will not, want to share with my son especially when it is the beginning of his story.

What is the next step????