So, Jack has a problem. He has a condition called Craniosynostosis. It helps to say it out loud. Jack has a problem. We have known about it for about a week and the ramifications are just hitting home.
Basically the plates his skull is made up of are fusing together too quickly. We see a specialist next week and should then know the extent that the fusion has occurred.
The thing that has hit the hardest is that this come just when things were looking up.
It has been a long year and I can deal with getting fired, being lied about and lied too, being abandoned by "friends" and people who I lived life with. I can deal with the unknown as far as jobs go and a place to live. I can deal with broken promises and false assurances. I can deal with being ran off and being misrepresented.
The question is can I deal? Can I deal with my son having surgery on his skull? Can I deal with my wife's broken heart? Can I deal with all of the unknown that is going to come over the next week and month?
There is so much more to be said and I am losing my words. I'm not really looking for any answers or sympathy, I just wanted to say that life really sucks some times.